I feel like I'm losing you, Like you've stepped out of this place in my heart, turned your back and are in the process of taking your first steps away from me, from us. Where are you going? What happened to who we used to be? All of the happiness and joy... Did we make a mistake that we both missed? Can you make a mistake so big it can't be fixed?
I feel so alone, You feel so alone. How are we both so alone and yet, we live in closer proximity than ever before, I'm afraid...I'm afraid by forcing us to be together, we've only forced ourselfes to some realization that we're not meant to be together. Not meant to share this space forever.
You know that saying..."sometimes people walk into your life and leave footprints of their existnce but others walk into your life, build a home and change it, alter it in ways that you could have never imagined possible otherwise"? What if we're only meant to leave footprints and not build a home? What if we made a mistake? How can we fix it... can we fix it, or is it irreperable damage at this point? Have we burned down our home, the home I thought we were building?
Where are you going? and why won't you talk to me about it?
Somedays you're just so far away...I don't know if you'll ever come back.
I love you...Please come back. I'm not ready for this to be over.
love,
lindsay
